I thought we were all friends again, but apparently he feels weird hanging out with me and has a problem with being my friend… According to my other friend. Well that makes me feel hella awkward… I always just wanted him to like me and be my friend and now it’s all fucked and for what? He hurt me, yet I’m the problem? I think he thought it would all go back to the way it was after he dumped her, I wish it could, but it’s gonna take time for the trust to come back. It will probably get better in time though. Just feels like a huge step back, I just want to be buddies again.
Went to my second anxiety group today, never realised just how helpful group therapy would be, I’m learning so much stuff, I’m dealing with my shit really well, I think I might even be able to help other people soon. Sometimes though, I just think I might be okay if I got at least one long meaningful hug a day. Hugs make me feel better.